Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Isn't it interesting...

How one day you can be so excited...and the next so sad? I have an appointment tomorrow to meet with Will's teacher, and the principal, and the social worker, and whoever else is going to be there. They're thinking he may had ADD and I'm not even really sure what this meeting is about... but I'm so nervous. I'm not really sure what we're going to talk about... or how it is going to go. I really wanted Art to go... but as usual, he has to work and forgot to take it off. I'm literally sick to my stomach over this. I guess I just assumed it would be a priority to him, like it is to me. Maybe I'm just being over emotional because I'm so nervous??? I don't know. Even the thought of playing with my new toy doesn't excite me. It's just been one of those days.... the babysitting kids cried most of the time... was running around to try to get to Girl Scouts on time... two girls' dad was 1/2 hour late to pick them up... then find out Art can't go tomorrow... and I'm not going to the Y like I planned... man... I hate times like this.
I guess I can look at it the other way... that I am perfectly capable of going by myself, and doing whatever needs to be done to get the help Will needs. I CAN do it. Either way, I WILL do it.
Enough belly aching for today.

1 comment:

Jenn said...

you can do it Tracy, I know exactly how you feel, I have been thorugh this with Ryan and my DH can never show up at these meetings either. You are strong and you know Will better than anybody. Just remember that. you don't have to make any decisions tomorrow that you are not completely comfortable with, I have learned they will wait till I talk w/ my DH if I'm not completely sure about what to do. Good luck, I hope everyhting goes well for you and most importantly for Will :)